LONELINESS KILLS....

DA DAYS SEEM LONGER WHEN I'M NOT WIT U...DA SECONDS R MINUTES, MINUTES, R HOURS, HOURS R DAYS, DAYS R WEEKS, WEEKS R MONTHS, MONTHS R YEARS, YEARS IS AN INTIRE DECADE...I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW WHEN WE R TOGETHER DA TIME SEEMS LYK IT FLYS FAST ND WE SOON HAVE TO AGAIN BE IN DA SHADOW OF LONELINESS...WITHOUT U IM SICK...SLOWLY MY WORLD TURNS BLACK AND WHITE DA COLORS SOON START TO FADE AWAY LYK A SUNSET...I SEE DA WORLD A DIFFERENT WAY WHEN UR NEAR BUT WHEN I'M AGAIN ALONE I ONLY SEE DARKNESS...DARKNESS DAT HIDES UR EMOTIONS, AND ONLY SHOW PAIN... DARKNESS DAT SEEMS TO NEVER LEAVE U...DARKNESS DAT SLOWLY OVER TAKE U...DARKNESS DAT LEAVES FEAR...FEAR OF NEVER BEING ABLE TO FIND DA LIGHT...DAT LIGHT IS U...LONELINESS ONLY LEAVES PAIN, FEAR, TEARS...U CAN ONLY FIND ME IF U FOLLOW MY TEARS OF PAIN....WHICH LEADS TO FEAR OF LOSING U AND NEVER HAVING U IN MY LYFE...I KNOW U FEEL DA SAME WAY...I KNOW WAT UR GOIN THROUGH...UR NOT DA ONLY ONE...I HOPE THIS LONELINESS DOESNT TAKE MY LAST BREATH AWAY BEACUSE I WANT DAT LAST BREATH TO BE USED TO SAY I LUV U...I DONT WANT TO DIE, OF LONELINESS...BUT IVE HEARD DAT LONELINESS KILLS...BEWARE OF DAT SHADOW DAT TAKES AWAY UR LAST BREATH...

I MISS U SO MUCH AND DATS DA TRUTH

I MISS YOU A LOT AND DATS DA TRUTH...I ASK ABOUT U ALL DA TIME AND DATS DA TRUTH...I WISH TO BE WIT U ALL DA TIME AND DATS DA TRUTH...I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU AND DATS DA TRUTH...I MISS UR ARMS WRAPPED AROUND ME TIGHTLY AND DATS DA TRUTH...I MISS WHEN UR LIPS TOUCH MINE AND DATS DA TRUTH...UR DA ONLY ONE DAT CAN DO ME RIGHT AND DATS DA TRUTH...UR DA ONLY ONE DAT CAN HUG ME TIGHTLY AND TOUCH MA LIPS AND DATS DA TRUTH...I LUBB U AND DATS DA TRUTH...UR BEING MISSED AND DATS DA TRUTH...BELIEVE IN WAT I SAY BECAUSE DATS DA TRUTH...

UNHAPPY OR HAPPY?

I DONT KNOW WAT TO DO ANYMORE I SEE U ONLY SOMETIMES BUT THEN IT FEELS AS IF I SEE YOU EVERY DAY...I HATE FEELING LONELY BUT THEN I LIKE BEING LEFT ALONE...I FEEL HAPPY SEEING YOU BUT THEN I DONT BECAUSE I KNOW THAT THE TIME IS FLYING PASS SO FAST... AND I KNOW THAT THE TIME TO SAY GOODBYE IS COMING CLOSE...I LUV HEARING YOUR VOICE OVER THE PHONE FOR HOURS...BUT THEN WHEN DA TIME COMES TO HANG UP I NOTICE DAT IM NOT LUVIN THE MOMENT NOMORE...UGH! WHY DO WE LIVE IN SEPERATE WORLDS! YOU LIVE SO FAR AWAY! SOMETIMES I WISHED WE NEVER MET BUT THEN I PUNISH MYSELF FOR EVEN THINKIN OF DAT...IM SORRY FOR EVEN WRITING IT DOWN...I REALLY MISS YOU BOO...AND IM HAPPY BUT UNHAPPY...HAPPY FOR HAVING YOU AND UNAHPPY FOR HAVING YOU SO FAR AWAY...